Sorry no 100 baby today
I dont have screenies anymore! I forgot sorry! Tomorrow it’ll be back!
Tag: nonsims
I’ve just hit 50 followers!! Like are you guys crazy! Last month it was 16… Like how did this happen! I still can believe that anyone ever pressed the follow button but 50 of you!? What the!!! Aaaah sorry I’m just very excited right now!
I don’t even know what to do! I really didn’t expected this and now I don’t have a plan! Help 😛 This is….Absolutly insane! What do I do now?!? I’m gonna think about this! Or maybe you can just give me ideas about how to handle this!
Anyways Kusjes en Liefde Kisses And Love
Hi everyone!! My summer vacation just started!
So I have a lot more time on my hands upcoming 3 weeks and I just wanted to ask you what you want to see? More post? Sim request? Something else? I want to be more interactive with everyone as well.
But as always Kusjes en Liefde Kisses and Love!!
Should I just start by saying: Hey!
Okay the family tree of my rainbowsin challenge is just insane!!! I just… How can I manage keeping track of them all!! I’m not even done yet. I’ll just continue tomorrow, I need sleep now! It’s almost 4am…. Kusjes en Liefde or Kisses and Love
I thinking about changing the style of my theme but I don’t know into what… so if you know some fun styles, tip and tricks or any other advise please let me know!
Mods folder is empty…Saves are backed up… This can only mean one thing!!
Origin is downloading the patch!!
I want to wait until maybe even season’s release to download updated mod’s again. My game is gonna feel so empty…
I just need to write this down.
I work as a conductor on the train here in the Netherlands. If you ever visited or maybe live nearby or in you know our yellow and blue trains.
Today was the worst day… Someone committed suicide with my train. It isn’t that uncommon here as well. It happens 2 or 3 times on average per day here in the Netherlands. But this was the first time it was my train.
It happened very fast and the train driver was obviously in shock. We did all the things we had to do. Our safety procedures, checking each others well being and put on our safety vests.
The train driver contacts the emergency services and tells them where we are and stuff. And I now have to go to the victim. To see if we can do first aid… I couldn’t. Now I have to cover the victim with a plastic black blanket. And as you might imagine it was a mess… My stomach turned and still does.
After that the police, ambulance personnel and firefighters came and took over. I had to go back in the train and tend to the travelers inside. Most understood what was going on and even if they didn’t like the fact that it would take 1,5 or 2 hours they didn’t ask a lot and just waited it out. They even asked how the driver was and if I was feeling okay. But some… are just heartless. Saying we could just drive now that it police were here. Asking how it looked. Or just demanded a cab/taxi. I just ignored it. But it just didn’t feel right.
After a hour or so they cleaned and checked the train. The police was talking with my driver to get to know what happened. Later the police came to us… they could find any identification. But they did find a jacket with notes. For family and friends to say goodbye. For the emergency services to say sorry they had to come clean.
I wanted to cry. I want to cry right now. It only happened 3 hours ago. How awful someone must have felt to feel like this was your only option. I haven’t met this person but wished I could. And I hope the family and friends will be okay after this. I’m so sorry for your loss. I’m sorry. I wish I could have done something to prevent this.
So please if there is someone out there that also feels like there is no option left but death…
You matter! I want to get to know you. I’m not professional but just a normal human being who want to help maybe even a little. I’ll listen…
Okay… I’m getting worried about the upcoming posts of my legacy. There was a lot of hate on a different Simblr today about the way the story was going to progress. So the story was canceled. And it was only a warning post as well…
The thing is… things are going to be awful for Lexi. Even worse then awful. It’s going to be hell. And I’ve thought about deleting everything… It’s triggering and even inhumane. I’m not doing this for a fun story… not to make a joke about seriously the worse experience someone can ever have…. not for the thrill of it… not to make anyone feel bad or remember awful things.
I’m doing it because it’s in the story of the life of Lexi. Because things like this are happening all over the world and all the time. It’s important we don’t make it a taboo. And I feel like stories/books/movies are there to break taboos. I don’t want to do a whole life story or seem like I’m coming up with reasons to justify it but it could have helped me to have a opening to talk about stuff.
But I understand if you don’t want to see it and don’t like it. Please don’t click “Keep reading” if you don’t want to read/see whats happening in upcoming week of my legacy. Or block the tag below the cut! But I’m not going to shy away, not gonna blur, not gonna give it a cute filter so it’s may be a bit less horrible because it’s just going to feel like lessening the impact it will have on Lexi. On anyone! Believe me It’s just not pretty.
I’m open for all comments, questions and I’ll be ready to listen to anyone who wants to talk. Also if you hate me for it, it’s fine as well. I just wanted to give a heads up again. Because I want to be honest… It scared me when I saw the hate. We as simmers are story makers and not all stories are nice, good and warm. Let’s all remember that.
Sorry for the rant. Sorry for what’s going to happen…
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sims4 nsfw
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tw: language
tw: nudity
tw: sex
tw: sexual assault
tw: rape
tw: violence
I was tagged by @celestialsims-y! Thank You <3<3 ☀☂❄❧
1. which season are you gonna play with first?
Well… I don’t know. Can we even decide? If we can well then… Fall/Autumn. I want storms and rain! Umbrella’s!
2. from what you’ve seen in the trailer, what are you most excited about?
All the new interactions! I want to see how they react to the weather! Oh and all the trees moving in the wind… It’s going to be beautiful!
3. what’s your favorite season irl?
Gotta be Spring!! Al the flowers come up, the world gets green again and it’s getting warmer. But not to warm! Everybody just acts a little bit better and nicer when the days get longer 😀
4. what’s your favorite flower / plant?
Well flower is surprise surprise Daisy’s and for plant, well might be a bit dull but I like Ferns.
5. are you going to create a new sim/family or are you gonna keep your current household?
I will make a new family but I don’t think I’ll play a new save… I already have 6 to do every week so… I’m not addicted at all 😉
6. what would you like to see in this new add-on that you haven’t seen yet?
I always try not to want something in the game! So that everything we get is amazing! But since it’s a question… uhm… Temperature in the house! Like a fireplace really having a purpose!
7. how do you feel about not getting a new neighborhood with seasons?
As I see it we get 3 new ones in all the worlds! We already have them all in summer/spring time.. so now every thing in the other 3 seasons!
8. snow, rain or sun?
Rain! I love the rain. I live in The Netherlands so you kinda have to love the rain as well. But I’m the one when it rains that can go outside singing “dancing in the rain” Or can stay inside without any excuse to play games all day 😉
9. favorite refreshing summer drink?
Coke… But that’s always the case. Actually addicted to it! No Joke!
10. favorite hot drink in the winter?
I’m not a hot drink lover… but if I have to pick: Hot white chocolate!
11. walk through the forest or by the beach?
Forest! When I was younger, me and my best friend would go to he forest all the time and try to get lost… We didn’t because we knew it too well.
12. swimming pools or the ocean?
Pool! I low key hate the beach…because of the sand and fish.
13. where would you like to travel if you could go somewhere right now?
14. how is the weather today?
Hot and Muggy! It 28C (or 82.4F) But also thunderstorms and rain in the evening.
15. what new traits would you like to see in the new add-on?
Allergies!! Like hay fever! Or allergic to the sun. Or Woolen sweaters!
16. do you like to play with supernatural creatures like vampires and aliens? and if so, would you like witches/faries/elves?
Sometimes, I just don’t think there are a lot of thing to do with it. I like playing challenges and I haven’t seen a challenge with a supernatural element in it that I liked… So I did It myself (Shamelessly promoting my own RainbowSin Challenge, see Gen 7/8 for supernatural element!)
17. what is your favorite thing to do during winter?
Watch series and playing games! Also Sinterklaas (dutch holiday) and Christmas!
18. … during spring?
Going to amusement parks when it’s not busy!
19. … during summer?
Pools! If it’s in our backyard or in the city doesn’t matter! Also Barbecue!
20. … during autumn?
Cooking! I don’t know why but I just like to get in the kitchen and cook and bake…
21. have you pre-ordered seasons? and if you haven’t are you going to pre-order it or wait till it comes out?
Not yet! I keep forgetting! But don’t worry, I now have written it down in my notebook!
22. in which neighborhood are you gonna play in sims first?
Willow creek! I love it there now so I will love it then as well!
23. do you listen to music while playing? and if you so, what are you favorite songs to listen to?
I used to but I don’t anymore! First it was because I was playing but also had to keep an eye out for my son so I could hear him. And now I’m usually recording when I play or watching someone else play on youtube or twitch!
24. What’s your favorite thing to do in the sims? creating sims, building, etc?
Play the game, create some drama and make screenshot. Hahaha That’s why we’re here aren’t we? Also I’m kinda getting into building as of late as well! So well…Just Everything hahaha
25. what’s your favorite kit/pack/add-on?
City living! I love apartments, festivals and just San Myshuno views and bridge….Just Beautiful! Game pack is a tie between Parenthood and Dine out! As for stuff packs…Laundry Day! Just because it make the game harder with laundry. I love to suffer hahaha
26. and finally, what add-on / pack would you like to see next?
Something like superstar or university!
And I’m gonna Tag : @plumpug, @herbalbrew, @kitxy, @legacy-simblr and @charly-stewart-2018!!!
Kusjes en Liefde or Kisses and Love!
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